life is unpredictable

2009-05-14T08:35:00.000-07:00

oh well...juz got bek from Sutera pekin restaurant..

had celebration of my Dad's 61st years old..

haiz.. i dun knoe i shld be happy or sad...

i reali nid union family photo ( without her )

but she always sit there when we said we goin to take family photo..=.=

so its time for me to blog by expressing how i felt...

seriously damn fuck up..

my dad n tat auntie always put their unwanted things to my hse...

as in food..furniture...electronic stuff...

damn sien lo..

they treat as if is a rubbish hse...

even de leftover food always put in my hse...

2 fridge aso full wit those leftover food...

den their fridge is liked so empty ??

unfair...

den i said " walao..both of u always like tat one "

de auntie's face changed..

not even look at me when she said bye...

out of sudden.. i felt bad about it...

but in other way...y shld i care ?? y shld i feel bad ???

she is shld be the one who feel bad ...

she made my mum sad...

n drove my mum crazy...

i nid a family pic without her...

dad kept called her as a wife..

den wat about my mum ?

mayb his wife, but definately nt my mum...

think hard will only makes me emo..

is edi a fact...

i shld face de fact...

sumtimes... when im goin to take a family pic...

i realli wanted to tell her tat...

can i hv my one n only family pic without u...??

mayb its hurt ...but is nt even half of de pain tat my mum suffered in de past 11 years..

once.. my mum told me tat dun noe call her auntie or watever...

but i did called her auntie coz as a respect..

my mum has gone..n my dad is still around..

mayb wat i did is wan him to be happy...

in other words..how long can he still b in de world...

10 years or mayb 5 years??

u will never knoe wat happens tomolo...

so watever its hurt in my heart..dosent matter...

i wan him to be happy...

ok...stop tat unhappy topic...

well well well...i've been bz wit my studies...non-stop assignment n test..

tomolo will be my bus english test...haha..

den next week..MCA n Marketing...

next next week will b hv comp app n finance...

wat about assignment...

omg...

btw... i hv to go now...if nt i will fail for it...

bye bye...

Define " frienship "

2009-04-28T10:38:00.000-07:00

hi people..long time no c ... i knew its been ages since i blogged..

haha..guess i promised sumore tat i will upload my bday pics, but sry... i still hvnt figure out how

transfer pics from cam to laptop...hehe..

well..back to de topic...

can anyone define friendship ??

what are friends for??

my defination of frendship is faithful, trustworthy ,steady,

friendly, willing to share everything wit u n most important is be true to u..

sumtimes.. what we asked for juz aint enuf..aint statisfied wat we have..

n we asking more n more...

frendship is nt about compare or jealous or watever...

there's once..a frend of mine hving problems wit her another frend..

when they talked things out..

the gal : a frend will happy for if u get gd result n not compare wit u..

they hoped for de best for u.. even she get a bad result..

n i agree wit that...

frends shldnt compare...

everyone has diff personality, diff thinking, n diff situation that they have to face...

frends shld be true to u... be frank wit u regardless anything... never cheat or backstab..

that's true frends...

frends shld advise n console when u face problem...

no matter u agree or nt.. juz listen...den analysize urself whether wat they said were

gd or bad for u... den is up to ur decision whether u wan it to be or nt..

wat they advise or console is becoz they concern n care about u..

dun reject if one day , a frend console or advise u...

trustworthy are aso important...they shared their secret is becoz they trusted u..

n they hope to shared everything wit u...

anyway..im nt refering to anyone... juz felt like blogging about frendshipds...

so dun think too much

as above..who really can categorise as true frends ??

we all knoe de best...

even u knoe there's a bad frend.. please give them a chance...

mayb..they juz dunno wat they did...

n of cuz... chances can be given once, twice, n eventually u will be dissapointed

third n fouth times...

n its time for u determine is this frend worth for it ??

will this frend appreaciate wat u did ??

think about it...

i do face this problems b4...

given chances but ended up dissapointed...

a friend of mine, sovhia..

she said frends are meant to use...but in term of gd side or bad side...

i was totally stunned by her words but after she explain..den i do agreed about it...

gd side... is when u feeling bored...u wil find frends yumcha...

when u face problems.. u will asked ur frends out.. n they will advise n everything...

in return.. when they face pro... is the time where they make use of us...

they will call u out..n u will start to advise n everything...

thats gd side of make sure a frend..

bad side ...when u get close to sumone just to get sumthing from them...

to me.. i do understand wat is all about ...

true frend dosent hv to be more... juz one or two will be gd...

im no longer the old jasmine..who trust ppl so easily...

i knoe who did gd to me...who appreaciated wat i do for them...

n aso i knoe who bad to me...i wun blame them.. juz felt dissapointed...

true frends hv unlimited topic..no secret between them...

dun hv to think b they said..they said watever they mean in heart..no a fake mask..

smiling infront of u...den backstab u at de back...

just treasure frends who beside u... never neglect them...

never doubt them...n never betray them...

that's all for wat to write..

ps : im nt refering to anybody.. juz felt like writing this topic...dun ask me who !!!

btw..i wanted to thanks to people who came to my party..

my family, relatives, bf n all my sec frends...

to dad : thanks for de everything

to amanda : thanks for de cake... i love it...

to mt n sk : thanks for de ipod... i love it.. im listening everyday ...

to sera :thanks for de body shop things... its a lotion, bathfoam, scrub..

to evone : thanks for cuming..

to ah boon : thxs for cuming too,... altot u are late...n where is my present ??

to ah lai : thanks for cuming.. n i knoe u hving exam...

thanks for de roses, red wine, n mng purse..

to elsie n step : thanks for de sexy pyjamas...

is very sexy man...haha... but benefit my dar lo...

to tiang : thxs for ur ang pao

to yang : thanks for de perfume...

ok...thats all...

gd nite...

my turn!!

2009-01-18T07:24:00.000-08:00

ok.. evone.. i have post mine..

hm.. well...cant find sum of them coz at time i dun used cable or i dun hv this bletooth

function.. so i can found sum of it..

well.. this pic was taken in my sec form 3..

haha..

the four of us.. its been a long time since we four hang out together..

this pic was taken after form five..

as my hair gets longer..

and i cutted it short again in year 2008..

ya.. i knoe my face full of pimples..

this.. i guess is mid year 2008.. when i wanted to hv long hair..

but due to de 'sam sam' hair.. i tak boleh tahan..

den cutted again..

this is end of year 2008..

cutted it to short hair..

as it is easier for me to take care..

haha..

went to cut my hair last two weeks..

haha.. n this is my latest hairstyle..

ok.. evone.. im done..

A happy day..

2009-01-18T07:02:00.000-08:00

a happy day for me ..

went to bukit indah jusco wit dat yesterday..

hehe..den we had lunch wit amanda as she said she wan to dyed hair..

n he bought me a watch for my Valentime Day..

thanks dar.. i love u..

is nt mean i said i love u when u buy things for me..

haha..

well.. this is de watch he bought me ..

haha.. i knoe is too early for Valentime's present..

after that off to town to meet my gals..

evone n mei tong the one who work in de overseas..

hahah..

den went to THAT'S cafe..

den i took sera "s spec for camwhore..

yeah... i seriouslt damn love this pic lo...

us..i love u dar..

my dar wit ham sap looks..

haha..

that's all for today... ciaoz...

aS i prOmisEd

2009-01-10T09:00:00.000-08:00

jasmine of de day..

ah lai.. i blog edi leh ...hehe as i told lao that i will blog..

so here it goes..

went to hair- cut wit Amanda yesterday..

yeah.. my new hair style..

saw my handsome Ash..

gosh..made me cant fall asleep..

haha..joking la.. my dar kill me if he see this msg.. :D

dar...darling love u ..cimb la..

woke up at 8 ++ in de morning.. coz went yum cha wit wilson n edmund..

had dinner wit ah lai, sera, evone n boon n sok kim last nite..

as ah lai goin bek to sg today..

oh wei.. is so near..

u can cum bek anytime..

but b4 she go bek.. she called us up n had a dinner..

its a farewell dinnner ???!!

here goes wit sum pics tat we took last nite at red island..

sera n i ..

sk sera n i ..

lai lai.. cum bek n visit us more offen. k ??

this one ar..?? no nid intro la..

she is evone.. but wit a bu shuang looks.

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THAT'S cafe..

lai lai.. i went to that's cafe juz now without u leh..

hahha..went thr wit evone, kit n mt, sok kim n her chu chu n eric n i...

love u gals..

that's all for today..

bye~~

treat others u wan them to treat u..

2009-01-07T20:42:00.000-08:00

Good afternoon people.. =D

juz bek from coll..hehe..cum bek awhile den nid to go bek to coll as

i still hv class at 3 pm later!!

hmpp.. heard sera said she goin for swimming wit evone later..

i wanna go too.!! ='(

hm..received ur msg this morning..is nt tat i dun wan reply u.. is my line has been barred..

so i think is better for me to write it here n u will c tis..

u were saying tat i did nt leave any msg for u n u felt left out..

n u said u felt dissapointed towards me ..

guess wat ?? i aso felt dissapointed towards u ...

u always felt neglected n think too much, in de way u think tat my priority are

mei tong n evoone..

u said if things happened to them.. i will help or fetch or watever so...

whenever we saiko.. we dun mean it..is juz a joke..but u took it too seriously..

when things happened.. instead ur bf confront us.. u shld be the one who let us knoe..

u juz making things get worse..

u told ur bf about us..about how we treat or neglect u..

but did we ??

for de past.. we treasure u n yet u claimed we neglected u ...

so how u wan us to be ???

now.. we did neglect u...

can u c the diff ??

can u define wat is neglect ??

u always wan it more n more..

we tok about it in de 1st nite in kl ..

but things get better or worse ??

i did comment tat u dn look gd wit de hat ??

but do u wan me to give u a beautiful liar so u will like it..

wear it n let others laugh??

im telling de thruth yet u n ur bf cant accept..

in tat nite.. we said forget about those unhappy after de incident..

but at de end...ur bf is showing his face to us for de rest of de day..

im trying to tok to u bf ..

but de way he ans damn fucking rude..

if liked

as if we dun knoe each other or he thinks tat im a dog who barking here n there.

i tok to him 1st , twice but he still like tat... so who heck care ??

u called me last sat..

i told u tat we yum cha in de town..

u were like bu shuang ..

den at nite.. i ask u to go yum cha.. den u said u goin to wei li frend party..

hm..wanna ask ..is it frends pop up in ur mind when ur bf's nt around ??

i felt tat when ur bf is around.. u dun bother to ask us where are we ? or any plan for later?

but whn ur bf is nt around.. u will de one who start de 1st move to contact us..

this is how i felt ..mayb i think too much or watever la..

now.. i dun even dare to comment about u or things u ask me .. i would give u de ans

u wan..

now.. i wun saiko u as i knoe u will take it seriously..

now..i dont dare to ask u out as i wan avoid misunderstanding..

go n think wat really happen between us...

i seriously din enjoy in my kl trip as things happened..ur bf showed black face..

u shld b de one who sure whether ur bf got showed his face towards us.

( evoone , mei tng n i )

n i did enjoyed my malacca trip..

as i dun hv to c his black face..

as i can say everything i wan..

comment or saiko here n there wun b a pro ..

coz we all knoe each other well..

n we cherish n content wat we had now..

hm..this is how i feel..n i let u knoe..

btw.. go n think wat i said...

if u wan complaint to ur bf ..

juz go ahead..

if u still think u are being neglected.. think of others..

u are much more better than them..(u shld get wat i mean )

my bl0g hvnt karat yet~~

2009-01-05T20:30:00.000-08:00

gd afternoon people~~

well, my coll started yesterday..but i only hv classes on tues, wed , thurs n fri..

coz this sem is short sem..

time flies...i was turning to 20 lasy year.. n now i edi im 21st..

21st = freedom.. but make not diff = (

went to kl n malacca wit my dearest frends during my holidays..

haiz...didnt did well in my final..

who to blame ??

ME la~~

my gals n i in malacca..

wat about kl trip ??? nah.. wasnt a happy trip after all..

i love u gals de most...muacks...

meet up sok kim n her " chu chu" for new year eve..

had bbq at eric hse wit my frends...

love them t de max...

so sad.. cant get together wit ah lai , elsie, n sera..

gals.. i miss u all too..

everyone seem to bz now.. coz a new sem juz started..

n me too.. i promised dar tat i will study hard ..

love u dar...

went to pulai spring wit sera, evone n ah boon yest..

taken by me.. i knoe im fat...

dearest sera n i.. love u gals...

Sum new hopes n wishes for year 2009..

dar : may u hv more sales this year.. keep fit n always b happy n content in ur life..

loves ya..

Mei tong n Kit :mayb u hv a gd health , happy, more sales . Tong , wish u forever pretty n

sweet ya..love ya...

Evoone : i hope u can do well in everything u do.. in terms of studies, relationship, n

friendship..watever i said yest, bear it in mind.. i hope watever i said will nt make our

frendship turn to be sour..

i wil still love u..love ya.!!

Sera : hehe.. finally u nt a stone now...i hope u can faster found ur mr rite.. n get

married on 24th n den hv baby.. haha..gd luck n all de best u do.~~

hope u get a ang moh soon..

forget about de past...lead ur life well..

muacks.. love ya..

Sok kim : hm... i hope u n ur chu chu forever loving till death..

faster get married..

although we had conflict in sec.. but it were all past..

forgive n forget wat i hv done..

im happy tat u lead a gd life now..

love ya..

elsie: hehe.. hope u smile wit ur mouth close..haha..

no la.. hope u n henry get married soon. n ang pao big big for us..haha

hope u do well in ur ACCA..

be happy n content wat u hav..

love ya..

lai lai : hope u do well in ur NUS n plese dun be too stress ya..

if u wan a small eyes. den go japan... lots of choices over there.. haha

love ya..

These are de msges that i wanna pass to u gals .. love u all always..

muacks

gaLs !!! iM baCk!!!

2008-11-10T07:25:00.000-08:00

Gals...im bek..finally i updated my blog rite ??? im MIssiNg u gals..

im So sry that i din update myself for so long ...

its because my final is cuming soon..

so.. lots of assignment, presentation n so on..

hehe.. i promise that i will find u gals for yum cha rite after my exam k..

gals... i finaly cut my hair..dyed wit my fav copper brown wit red highlights..

n i cut it short!! REAL SHORT !!!

btw,im so happy that de kl trip are getting nearer but at the same time my

exam getting nearer too..

haiz.. really nid to bucked up n study hard for my final...

wish my gd luck...if im nt wrong..

Sunway"s student aso hving finals too..??

anyway.. wish ElsIe gd luck in her exam... :D

look at his hair.. he dyed too.. he looked gd wit his hair...

but the stomach got abit...it will b better if u slim down..

hehe :D

US .. the KOMKAM couple..

the side view of me ...

i found it comfortable wit my short hair...

btw.. i hv been sick for the past two weeks.. cough wit blood..

mayb im smoked too much...

another GD nEWs for u gals..

I QUIT SMOKING.. :D

happy for me rite ???

didnt smoked for this few days..

hm...nt really tat suffer ...i ate sweets whenever i feel like smoking..

anyway.. dar quitting too..

hope for de best..

really bz this 2 weeks..

had presemtation this morning..

have test on wed n fri..

assignment nid to pass up on thurs n fri...

btw.. got another good news that i will like to shared wit u all..

my xiao zhan officially together wit ah boon ge.. :D

hehe.. happy for them..

et: i hope he will b de one u hv waited for...

so treasure it ..k..

i believe tat he is much more better than zhi yang...

hoping for the best to u...

loves u ... :D

mt : take gd care of urself...i knoe u aso been sicked for almost one week..

try to quit if u can... gd for ur health.. dun wait it becum worst..

loves u... :D

love u gaLs to the mAx!!!!!

2008-10-13T01:40:00.000-07:00

Saturday

Happy 2oth bday SeRA !!!!

happy 20 bday to my dearest sera..welcum to our 20 yrs old world..

u old liao..no longer teenager..haha..sooner will b cyan n mt..haha

hm... i wish ur wishes will cum true..will stay as pretty as b4..

hehe..dunno wat to buy for u my dear.. coz ur "taste" is too high..

anyway.. dun b too stressed ya.. juz take it as u in holidays..k ..

well well.. meet my gals at La Gourmet on sat..

n sera dressed liked a tree again..haha.. meet up elsie, lai lai,

sok kim , cyan , et , mt , n BdAY gal!!!

had a nice time wit them...

here's de bday gal pic..

well.. met up wit them again ..

this time will b my place...

hehe..these are de pics..

cheers...

dancing wit my gals..

kissed my tong tong..!!kit will kill me if she was there..

sera betrayed me..she dance wit another gal..

Us!!! a long term frendship that will never end...

now n forever..

love u all to de MAX!!!

my kom kam frends..hahah

hehe...thxs god tat i met u all..

thxs god i had frends liked u all..

miss convent... miss u all..

enjoy enjoy tat nite..

altho there's ppl who cried , vomit...

but still.. i heart u all..

blOg upDateD!!!

2008-10-06T07:06:00.000-07:00

gals, im goin to update my blog as my gals requested for few days ago..

haha.. wasnt free this few days.. been watching hong kong drama until 7am eraly in de

morning..hehe..really touching men..dar n i even cried..haha

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Tuesday

went to pulai spring wit sera, evone n dar.. bcoz i nid to do sum exercises to maintain my

weight..as i ate alot.. haha..

den after pulai spring..den we went for korean food which located at stulang..

yummy..

here's sum pics..

sera n i..

sera ..enjoying her kimchi..

sok kim n her bf...( wei.. i hv upload the pics ok ??? )

we hv fun together..n we are enjying our food..n i nid to

keep eye on my food.. coz if nt .. all my fav food will b in sok kim' plate..

haha..

anyways, thxs for de nite..

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Thursday

sera called up in de morning..

asking me wan to go jj .. n i hv forgetten de reason y i go to jj..

anyway.. sera goin to cut her hair..

den we had our lunch at tea garden..

sera was so happy becoz her mum juz came bek from Itally.. so she able to cut her hair..

haha...

these are de few pic while we waiting for david..

dar dar.. wit his sleepy eyes..

sera..i forget to take ur " after " pic..

coz i wan to upload her before n after..

but but.. there's not much diff..is juz short...

met up wit tiang n evoone ..

n acc tiang went to jusco buy sum magazine..

but we ended up shopping...

haha..i bought a G- string..

hmm.....ok la .. quite comfortable...

i wanna seduce him...hahha

juz joking...

n cyan called up n told us she edi in jb but she dunno ow to start enjin..

we taught her lo...

thxs us la!! haha

met her up den we headed to roost cafe ..

becoz we nid to wait for her bf bek to jb..den only we go for dinner together..

pic taken by evone.. our future photographer..

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Sunday

supposed to meet mt n kit for lunch but im late so we

go for lunch ..

this couple kept on looking at de mirror..

haiz... gals.. u r pretty enuf..

Mt n kit...

we chatted n laughed non stop..

saiko here n thr...

fetched mt n kit to kastam..

den wat's out next plan???

is SHOPPING!!!

went to cs wit cyan..but we din buy anything..

den we go to baskin robin..

my all time fav..

den around 7 sumthing.. dar called up n we met them for dinner..

hehe..

thxs gals.. thxs for always b my side all de time..

life's wun get bored wit u all around..

joys n sorrow we had gne thru..

but yet .. i appreciated it...

i will stay by ur side until death do us apart..

2008-09-28T09:26:00.000-07:00

dar..the one who always be thr for me..anytime..anywhere..

we have gone thru many difficulties..but yet..we never gave up..

time flies so fast..

n we still as sweet as b4..mayb i talked alot..

he loves me..

he cares about me..

n he dotes me..

he changed me..taught me how to b a better person..

advised me when i faced difficulties..

consoled me when im sad..

hv been enjoying my life wit him..

the cares, loves, made me felt tat im nt alone..

u r my only one..now n forever..

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Thursday

meet up dar after my class..

n he goin to buy a couple watch for our anniversary..

so we went to holiday plaza..coz more choices ..

since we both hvnt eat our lunch so we went to pizza hut for lunch..

dar dar..while waiting for de pizza..

n obviously.. this is me..the cute one..hhaha..waiting for my

pizza too..hungry sia..

after lunch..continue search for de best watch..

but did nt get a suit one..coz watches tat suits me , is abit childish for him..

n watches tat suits him, is toooo mature for me ...

we ended up quarelled..

lame... lame...

but we still bek to de normal..

so mayb we buy diff things for each other..mayb ring?? but dar pantang..

ppl saying tat couple who wore couple ring b4 their marriage will ended

up break up...

anyway.. im goin to buy him a spec as his ones edi ...

haha..n he buy me a ring...not CoUpLe ring!!!!

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Friday

guess wat ?? is our day... 1 yr anniversary..0926

as usual..meet him after my class..

n i edi dressed nicely.. but he asked me to go bek n changed a casual wear..

n bring along clothes tat i wana wear tonite..

i was liked ..huh???.. ok nvm..

here's come the pic of US...

went to tea garden for lunch as we both hvnt eat our lunch..

n i ordered my fav chesse tart..

yummy..yummy..

evone called up n said she's sumwhere around jj..

den i asked her to join us too..

meet up wit evone n tinag at tea garden..

we chatted for liked 1 hour plus...

den i hv to go bek n get myself ready...

hehe..dar brought me to a japanese restaurant..

as we both still full n we ordered sum small dishes..

dar dar..the one who dressed up sooo handsome..

haha..handsome or nt..we all knoe la...

keke..

these are de small dishes..

it was a awesome nite wit dar..

n its just u n me..

meet mt, kit , evone, tiang, cyan n wei li after my dinner..

n we went to modern yum cha..

we chat... we laugh...

saiko here n there..

its really nice to hv them in ur life...

lifes wun get bored with them around...

loves them...

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Saturday

Dar went to port dickson early in de morning..

cz he hv meeting over thr..

sob sob..

but i still hv my frends around..

meet up sera , elsie & henry , evone , cyan n taing at pelangi plaza..

we had our bottomless coke..

kept on refilled..haha

again..we chat.. we laughed.. we shared ..n we GOSSIP...

when gals meet up sure gossip...hhaha

altot he wast around .. but i can feel his beside me all de time..

love u dar...

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Sunday

woke up at 3 sumthing....

went to tmn daya to fetch my 2 kom kam frends..

evoone n cyan..

had our late lunch at tea garden...

nid to rush bek dad's home b4 6.30 pm..

n evoone join us for dinner..

ntg much happened..

after dinner.. i bring along my book n evone bring along her assignment..

we both went to 4th floor n study..

coz i nid open air..

hahah...u all knoe wat i mean...

called ah tiang asking how's she..

but ended up im felt tat as if i irritated her..

the conversation goes liked this...

jasmine : tiang.. how are u ?? are u ok ??

tiang : i dunno how to tell u la..

jasmine : den u ok ma ?? pain or nt ???

tiang : walao.. if its happened to u den u pain or nt ??? ( reply such a rude way)

den she straight away pass the call to her bf WITHOUT TELLING ME!!!

i was liked ^&^%$$#@#(*^&^%^$%#%

am i wrong??? i juz wan to concerned her?? how would u feel if u are me ???

n i told et about it...she like damn zadao lo...

im damn angry..

THIS IS NT DE WAY U TREAT UR FRENDS...k..

im juz concerned...

sumthinng crossed my mind at tat time..when u n ur bf quarell.. we all by ur side..

when u faced any pro.. we thr for u ...

when u hungry n ur bf don wan to acc u.. we acc u..

when u are prepared for ur wedding.. we also acc u..even is none our business..

when u ask et or me call ur bf n tell him ur things.. we called...

but ended up ??? we got scolding by ur bf ..said tat we hv no rite to tok to him...

he said the one he goin to marry is nt us but u...

n asked we dun give him any pressure anymore...

WAT THE FUCK MEN!! help u ended up get scolding...

this kind of guy...give me i aso dun wan!!

n nvm ..called u yet u tok liked this...

is it this ur way how to return ur frends???

sumtimes.. i juz felt tat im a spare tyre..

nid us den call us..

we hardly get ur calls when ur bf around...

please think...u no longer a child.. u r 20 yrs old...

thr; a long way for u to go...

there's no point u love or tresure a person who dosent treasure u at all...

ur dad edi passed away.. not to say i brought up ur unhappy things...

u once told me tat ur dad loves n n cares u de most...

y cant u juz be independent??? im sure u wan ur dad to be happy in heaven rite ???

n im TOTALLY DISSAPOINTED towards u ...

DamN pAin wEi~~

2008-09-24T10:31:00.000-07:00

wuwuwuwu..damn pain wei~~

had period pain this morning..pain liked hell ..made me damn tired..

i swear i wun drink coke n ice-cream if thr's sign of period..

got class at 8am but i just couldnt wake up n get meself ready..

actually planned to go for swimming wit sera n dar but my period came in de wron time.. :(

sry sera.. i promised to yum cha wit u but i went to hv lunch den i straight away went bek

home n sleep..tired..sleepy... n PAIN~~~

dad called n asked me hv dinner together.. reach thr around 7pm sumting..

n guess wat ?? my bro cam wit a frend.. n that guy look alike jikeh..omg...the face..eye..

mouth..feel liked vomit at the moment ..den i asked my dad n er-sao.. den they said i shld knoe

it better...omg...

i hate HIM~~

anOther gd news..that'sthe day after tomolo will b dar dar n i 1st year anniversary..

hehe..dar dar..thxs..love u ..muacks...

planned to giv him suprised but i dun think can make it..haha..secret secret...shhhh

but i dun knoe wat will he do for me la~~ i nid suprise..haha.. will update wat we hv done

that day..haha..

anyway.. plan to go holiday plaza wit dar tomolo ..coz we wan to choose couple watch

together..

haha...love him to the max...

will update tomolo..

attenTiOn !!! attenti0n!!

2008-09-23T08:13:00.000-07:00

hey gals..AttEnti0n!!! attenti0n!!!

0ur ms tiang tiang getting marrieD soOn..

congrats her men!!!

hehe..so gals.. u all will get invitation card soOn..

anyway.. im sry tat i hv not update for almost 5 days??

coz i had been working for de past few days..

damn tried..

coz i hv to stand for 10 hours n 1 hour break for one time..

tired tired..

n again.. jasmine skipped mon class..

hahah..coz im toooo tired..

hahaha...

anyway..im still v v happy...coz i got my paid rite after tat..

anyway..meet up sera, elsie, et n tiang..cz tiang tiang nid to survey sum bridal shop..

den went to development office but went in de wrong time coz is lunch hour..

lame lame!!!

i asO wan to get married!!

so frends.. pls cum over my wedding dinner k..

venue: pelangi mamak stall

time: 7.oo pm

food: 2 roti kosong ( no drinks )

gals.. i hope u will give me big big ang pao..hehe.. if u wan roti telur den pay urself..no drink are provided...hope u all understand...

n i goin to move out to my new sweet home..

hehe..which is located under permas bridge men!!

hahahha...but i will dec0 it 1st..

i nid more papan n nail to build my hse..

will invite u gals whn my hse get ready..

hahha.. i craps again.. dont care..

hhahah

another gd news.. this cuming fri will be eric n i 1 yr anniversary...

haha..almost 1year.. wat can i said.. is i edi felt de loves from him..he is much more better than yang yang..nt to say he is a bad guy..mayb he juz not my mr.riTe..

mayb i can said.. i learned from my mistakes...

the past me used to throw temper over small matter ..but now.. i can overcome it..

n to b a better person..

we used to blame him bcoz of this n tat..

but do we ever think tat what we hv done in the 1st place tat cause this relationship ended up like shit ??

so dun ever blame others 1st ..think wat hv to done 1st..

lastly.. i realised tat actually.. dar dar edi part of my life..

love u .. thxs fr wat u hv contributed in this relationship..

i hope we can last until the day we die..

muacks muacks

wat a hOt day!!

2008-09-17T08:28:00.000-07:00

yeah!! gOod newS !! goOd news !! my naggy dAr cuming bek tomolo.. im so excited..

i juz cant wait to c him..love him..i had been all alone this few days..

n he was tried after bek from work, so we din managed to talked much on de phone..

this is my naggy dar.. he is cute..rite ??

btw..woke at 8 sumthing den onli i found out tat im edi late for class...so i decided to go financial

accounting 2 which is on 10 am.. hehe..meet up evone, cyan n sera after my class..

im sO suprised to c cyan at afternoon..she shld b working at tat time..den onli i knoe she's had

drivin test this morning.. n guess wat ??? she managed to pass.. wahahha..

anyway.. cyan.. congrats ya..

den we headed to kastam as sera goin to sg for fashion show...

den guess where's our next stOp?

is " yum cha " time!!!

we went to kerry's for window shopping, n den i spotted this!! this guess bag tat i saw in

tebrau jusco but onli left brown colour..n now metrojaya hv this range of bags.. n it juz arrived a

week ago..den i fai fai buy.. coz i dun wish to buy display bag..

this is de guess bag tat i mentioned juz now..

is milky colour..n i luv it..cyan said this colour suits me compared wit de brown one..

coz it's too mature!!

sO, after went to la gourmet but is nt open so we decided to go moderm..

n den stef n tiang came to meet us..

everyday yum cha yum cha..damn sien la.. sO, we shld find sumting new..as the weather damn

freaking hot , sO y nt go for swimming?

after packing up out things den we headed to my dad's aperment..yahooooo..

ah tiang.. hiding here n there..

stef n cyan's leg..c de diff??? hahha .. i did nt say anything :x

after swimming.. waiting for dad to cook..

evoone n her bf.. do they look alike???

i knoe u gals in rush..but u gals still nid to eat..

look at their face.. they are forced to eat...hahhaha...

that's all for 2day..thxs..i guessed i can sleep well today??!!!

evoone n i planned to hv steamboat tomolo as she hv dentist appointent on fri..

so she fai fai eat b4 she can onli eat porridge..haha..

n most important... dar dar is cuming bek...

dar dar cimb...

dar dar muacks...

dar dar big fat boy..

dar.. i tell u ah.. u better do more exercise..u are getting fatter n fatter..

force him to swim tomolo..hehehe

this is how i feel..

2008-09-16T05:59:00.000-07:00

OMG.. another sleepless nite..haiz..i hv problem wit sound sleep..my brain juz couldnt stop thinking

peOple were saying that dO more exercises, or a cup of rose tea b4 sleep..

but it dosent really worked out..

woke up at 11am n get myslef ready..reach sera hse around 11 sumthing gOin 12pm..waited her to get her things done..

i called elsie n she said she's unfeeling well...

oh dear. many ppl got sick due to de weather..so gals n dar..take gd care of urslef ya..

after sera get her things done.den we headed to Tmn molek..coz our miss sera nid to buy dress for her fashion show..

we went to lavender for lunch..n i had order my fav main course..

"penie ham n mushroom"

n sera was forced to order too.. as she goin to eat medicine after her meal..

after lunch..we went almost every butik shop to buy her dress..

finally..she hv found de dress she liked..

den our next stop...???!!!

is yum cha..called vone to meet us up after her class..

no more oldtown for us.. its suck.. so we went to " SENSATION " its a cafe n bakery..

den after that.. went to convent wit sera coz she nid to fetch her sis..

those were de days.. miss convent..miss 5 of us..miss canteen's food..

miss 13 ghost..n miss all of u..

wat i can said is " convent RockS "!!!!

after picked up her sis den we went bek home lu~~

drive all de bek to my home..n saw dad is infront of de hse..

went for dinner wit dad n aunty wendy( she's nt my mum )

3 of us had dinner together but i did nt talked much..

while we goin bek home..de owner of de restaurant asked us for sum commnet so tat they can improved to be better...

she sudd ask..

owner: is both of them are sisters? (refered to me an aunty wendy)

dad replied: no..she's her mum..

i was liked %^%^&$%^#%^*(*(%^%$... she is nt fit to b my mum..there's only 1 mum is my heart n that's LOOI MEI LIN..altot she edi passed away..but no one can replaced her in my heart..

im nt happy but wat can i do ?? i juz smile n walked away..

i miss her.. i wan mummy..

altot there's lot of missunderstanding between us but i still loves her..now n forever..

mummy.. i love n miss u ..

take gd care in heaven..

finally..

2008-09-15T06:31:00.000-07:00

finally.. i have found my blogspot url..

n finally i can update it..haha.

thxs evone n thxs sok kim for helping me ..

love u gals..

meet up sok kim n evone today at la gourmet..

it's been a long time ever since i met sok kim..

n ah lai is cuming bek this weekend.

i wanna meet u gals but too bad i hv part time job for this weekend at city square..

Eric dar is in batu pahat.. i miss him...now im all alone..

but i still hv my lovely kom kam frends..hahah..

dar dar..faster cum bek.. i cant wait to c u ..heard dar saying tat he's hving fever..

take care dar..darling will always be a gd gal..

yeah

2007-09-10T22:18:00.000-07:00

Finally, i hv my own blog..juz duuno y i sudd feel like blogging..hehe..probably juz for fun? Almost everyday meet up with Ting ,chris n sok kim..we hav fun together ya...hehe..haiz..reali stressed now. my exam is coming soon and it will be on next mon but yet i hvnt study...oh god..actually ting ting and sok kim will b back to jb today..but ting ting last minute wanna stay at kl to acc her bf (so loving ya). this few days, i hv been eating de same food in a same shop for 5days..omg...ting..please!!no more hor fun..k?? i edi ate for 5days..i knoe there's other food in de shop..but still..de waiter sees us everryday..lolx..trust me ..i will bring to sumwhere else..k..no more "HOR FUN"..lolx..hehe..