oh well...juz got bek from Sutera pekin restaurant..
had celebration of my Dad's 61st years old..
haiz.. i dun knoe i shld be happy or sad...
i reali nid union family photo ( without her )
but she always sit there when we said we goin to take family photo..=.=
so its time for me to blog by expressing how i felt...
seriously damn fuck up..
my dad n tat auntie always put their unwanted things to my hse...
as in food..furniture...electronic stuff...
damn sien lo..
they treat as if is a rubbish hse...
even de leftover food always put in my hse...
2 fridge aso full wit those leftover food...
den their fridge is liked so empty ??
unfair...
den i said " walao..both of u always like tat one "
de auntie's face changed..
not even look at me when she said bye...
out of sudden.. i felt bad about it...
but in other way...y shld i care ?? y shld i feel bad ???
she is shld be the one who feel bad ...
she made my mum sad...
n drove my mum crazy...
i nid a family pic without her...
dad kept called her as a wife..
den wat about my mum ?
mayb his wife, but definately nt my mum...
think hard will only makes me emo..
is edi a fact...
i shld face de fact...
sumtimes... when im goin to take a family pic...
i realli wanted to tell her tat...
can i hv my one n only family pic without u...??
mayb its hurt ...but is nt even half of de pain tat my mum suffered in de past 11 years..
once.. my mum told me tat dun noe call her auntie or watever...
but i did called her auntie coz as a respect..
my mum has gone..n my dad is still around..
mayb wat i did is wan him to be happy...
in other words..how long can he still b in de world...
10 years or mayb 5 years??
u will never knoe wat happens tomolo...
so watever its hurt in my heart..dosent matter...
i wan him to be happy...
ok...stop tat unhappy topic...
well well well...i've been bz wit my studies...non-stop assignment n test..
tomolo will be my bus english test...haha..
den next week..MCA n Marketing...
next next week will b hv comp app n finance...
wat about assignment...
omg...
btw... i hv to go now...if nt i will fail for it...
bye bye...
