i will stay by ur side until death do us apart..

dar..the one who always be thr for me..anytime..anywhere..

we have gone thru many difficulties..but yet..we never gave up..

time flies so fast..

n we still as sweet as b4..mayb i talked alot..

he loves me..

he cares about me..

n he dotes me..

he changed me..taught me how to b a better person..

advised me when i faced difficulties..

consoled me when im sad..

hv been enjoying my life wit him..

the cares, loves, made me felt tat im nt alone..

u r my only one..now n forever..

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Thursday

meet up dar after my class..

n he goin to buy a couple watch for our anniversary..

so we went to holiday plaza..coz more choices ..

since we both hvnt eat our lunch so we went to pizza hut for lunch..

dar dar..while waiting for de pizza..

n obviously.. this is me..the cute one..hhaha..waiting for my

pizza too..hungry sia..

after lunch..continue search for de best watch..

but did nt get a suit one..coz watches tat suits me , is abit childish for him..

n watches tat suits him, is toooo mature for me ...

we ended up quarelled..

lame... lame...

but we still bek to de normal..

so mayb we buy diff things for each other..mayb ring?? but dar pantang..

ppl saying tat couple who wore couple ring b4 their marriage will ended

up break up...

anyway.. im goin to buy him a spec as his ones edi ...

haha..n he buy me a ring...not CoUpLe ring!!!!

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Friday

guess wat ?? is our day... 1 yr anniversary..0926

as usual..meet him after my class..

n i edi dressed nicely.. but he asked me to go bek n changed a casual wear..

n bring along clothes tat i wana wear tonite..

i was liked ..huh???.. ok nvm..

here's come the pic of US...

went to tea garden for lunch as we both hvnt eat our lunch..

n i ordered my fav chesse tart..

yummy..yummy..

evone called up n said she's sumwhere around jj..

den i asked her to join us too..

meet up wit evone n tinag at tea garden..

we chatted for liked 1 hour plus...

den i hv to go bek n get myself ready...

hehe..dar brought me to a japanese restaurant..

as we both still full n we ordered sum small dishes..

dar dar..the one who dressed up sooo handsome..

haha..handsome or nt..we all knoe la...

keke..

these are de small dishes..

it was a awesome nite wit dar..

n its just u n me..

meet mt, kit , evone, tiang, cyan n wei li after my dinner..

n we went to modern yum cha..

we chat... we laugh...

saiko here n there..

its really nice to hv them in ur life...

lifes wun get bored with them around...

loves them...

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Saturday

Dar went to port dickson early in de morning..

cz he hv meeting over thr..

sob sob..

but i still hv my frends around..

meet up sera , elsie & henry , evone , cyan n taing at pelangi plaza..

we had our bottomless coke..

kept on refilled..haha

again..we chat.. we laughed.. we shared ..n we GOSSIP...

when gals meet up sure gossip...hhaha

altot he wast around .. but i can feel his beside me all de time..

love u dar...

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Sunday

woke up at 3 sumthing....

went to tmn daya to fetch my 2 kom kam frends..

evoone n cyan..

had our late lunch at tea garden...

nid to rush bek dad's home b4 6.30 pm..

n evoone join us for dinner..

ntg much happened..

after dinner.. i bring along my book n evone bring along her assignment..

we both went to 4th floor n study..

coz i nid open air..

hahah...u all knoe wat i mean...

called ah tiang asking how's she..

but ended up im felt tat as if i irritated her..

the conversation goes liked this...

jasmine : tiang.. how are u ?? are u ok ??

tiang : i dunno how to tell u la..

jasmine : den u ok ma ?? pain or nt ???

tiang : walao.. if its happened to u den u pain or nt ??? ( reply such a rude way)

den she straight away pass the call to her bf WITHOUT TELLING ME!!!

i was liked ^&^%$$#@#(*^&^%^$%#%

am i wrong??? i juz wan to concerned her?? how would u feel if u are me ???

n i told et about it...she like damn zadao lo...

im damn angry..

THIS IS NT DE WAY U TREAT UR FRENDS...k..

im juz concerned...

sumthinng crossed my mind at tat time..when u n ur bf quarell.. we all by ur side..

when u faced any pro.. we thr for u ...

when u hungry n ur bf don wan to acc u.. we acc u..

when u are prepared for ur wedding.. we also acc u..even is none our business..

when u ask et or me call ur bf n tell him ur things.. we called...

but ended up ??? we got scolding by ur bf ..said tat we hv no rite to tok to him...

he said the one he goin to marry is nt us but u...

n asked we dun give him any pressure anymore...

WAT THE FUCK MEN!! help u ended up get scolding...

this kind of guy...give me i aso dun wan!!

n nvm ..called u yet u tok liked this...

is it this ur way how to return ur frends???

sumtimes.. i juz felt tat im a spare tyre..

nid us den call us..

we hardly get ur calls when ur bf around...

please think...u no longer a child.. u r 20 yrs old...

thr; a long way for u to go...

there's no point u love or tresure a person who dosent treasure u at all...

ur dad edi passed away.. not to say i brought up ur unhappy things...

u once told me tat ur dad loves n n cares u de most...

y cant u juz be independent??? im sure u wan ur dad to be happy in heaven rite ???

n im TOTALLY DISSAPOINTED towards u ...

DamN pAin wEi~~

wuwuwuwu..damn pain wei~~

had period pain this morning..pain liked hell ..made me damn tired..

i swear i wun drink coke n ice-cream if thr's sign of period..

got class at 8am but i just couldnt wake up n get meself ready..

actually planned to go for swimming wit sera n dar but my period came in de wron time.. :(

sry sera.. i promised to yum cha wit u but i went to hv lunch den i straight away went bek

home n sleep..tired..sleepy... n PAIN~~~

dad called n asked me hv dinner together.. reach thr around 7pm sumting..

n guess wat ?? my bro cam wit a frend.. n that guy look alike jikeh..omg...the face..eye..

mouth..feel liked vomit at the moment ..den i asked my dad n er-sao.. den they said i shld knoe

it better...omg...

i hate HIM~~

anOther gd news..that'sthe day after tomolo will b dar dar n i 1st year anniversary..

hehe..dar dar..thxs..love u ..muacks...

planned to giv him suprised but i dun think can make it..haha..secret secret...shhhh

but i dun knoe wat will he do for me la~~ i nid suprise..haha.. will update wat we hv done

that day..haha..

anyway.. plan to go holiday plaza wit dar tomolo ..coz we wan to choose couple watch

together..

haha...love him to the max...

will update tomolo..

attenTiOn !!! attenti0n!!

hey gals..AttEnti0n!!! attenti0n!!!

0ur ms tiang tiang getting marrieD soOn..

congrats her men!!!

hehe..so gals.. u all will get invitation card soOn..

anyway.. im sry tat i hv not update for almost 5 days??

coz i had been working for de past few days..

damn tried..

coz i hv to stand for 10 hours n 1 hour break for one time..

tired tired..

n again.. jasmine skipped mon class..

hahah..coz im toooo tired..

hahaha...

anyway..im still v v happy...coz i got my paid rite after tat..

anyway..meet up sera, elsie, et n tiang..cz tiang tiang nid to survey sum bridal shop..

den went to development office but went in de wrong time coz is lunch hour..

lame lame!!!

i asO wan to get married!!

so frends.. pls cum over my wedding dinner k..

venue: pelangi mamak stall

time: 7.oo pm

food: 2 roti kosong ( no drinks )

gals.. i hope u will give me big big ang pao..hehe.. if u wan roti telur den pay urself..no drink are provided...hope u all understand...

n i goin to move out to my new sweet home..

hehe..which is located under permas bridge men!!

hahahha...but i will dec0 it 1st..

i nid more papan n nail to build my hse..

will invite u gals whn my hse get ready..

hahha.. i craps again.. dont care..

hhahah

another gd news.. this cuming fri will be eric n i 1 yr anniversary...

haha..almost 1year.. wat can i said.. is i edi felt de loves from him..he is much more better than yang yang..nt to say he is a bad guy..mayb he juz not my mr.riTe..

mayb i can said.. i learned from my mistakes...

the past me used to throw temper over small matter ..but now.. i can overcome it..

n to b a better person..

we used to blame him bcoz of this n tat..

but do we ever think tat what we hv done in the 1st place tat cause this relationship ended up like shit ??

so dun ever blame others 1st ..think wat hv to done 1st..

lastly.. i realised tat actually.. dar dar edi part of my life..

love u .. thxs fr wat u hv contributed in this relationship..

i hope we can last until the day we die..

muacks muacks

wat a hOt day!!

yeah!! gOod newS !! goOd news !! my naggy dAr cuming bek tomolo.. im so excited..

i juz cant wait to c him..love him..i had been all alone this few days..

n he was tried after bek from work, so we din managed to talked much on de phone..

this is my naggy dar.. he is cute..rite ??

btw..woke at 8 sumthing den onli i found out tat im edi late for class...so i decided to go financial

accounting 2 which is on 10 am.. hehe..meet up evone, cyan n sera after my class..

im sO suprised to c cyan at afternoon..she shld b working at tat time..den onli i knoe she's had

drivin test this morning.. n guess wat ??? she managed to pass.. wahahha..

anyway.. cyan.. congrats ya..

den we headed to kastam as sera goin to sg for fashion show...

den guess where's our next stOp?

is " yum cha " time!!!

we went to kerry's for window shopping, n den i spotted this!! this guess bag tat i saw in

tebrau jusco but onli left brown colour..n now metrojaya hv this range of bags.. n it juz arrived a

week ago..den i fai fai buy.. coz i dun wish to buy display bag..

this is de guess bag tat i mentioned juz now..

is milky colour..n i luv it..cyan said this colour suits me compared wit de brown one..

coz it's too mature!!

sO, after went to la gourmet but is nt open so we decided to go moderm..

n den stef n tiang came to meet us..

everyday yum cha yum cha..damn sien la.. sO, we shld find sumting new..as the weather damn

freaking hot , sO y nt go for swimming?

after packing up out things den we headed to my dad's aperment..yahooooo..

ah tiang.. hiding here n there..


stef n cyan's leg..c de diff??? hahha .. i did nt say anything :x

after swimming.. waiting for dad to cook..

evoone n her bf.. do they look alike???

i knoe u gals in rush..but u gals still nid to eat..

look at their face.. they are forced to eat...hahhaha...

that's all for 2day..thxs..i guessed i can sleep well today??!!!

evoone n i planned to hv steamboat tomolo as she hv dentist appointent on fri..

so she fai fai eat b4 she can onli eat porridge..haha..

n most important... dar dar is cuming bek...

dar dar cimb...

dar dar muacks...

dar dar big fat boy..

dar.. i tell u ah.. u better do more exercise..u are getting fatter n fatter..

force him to swim tomolo..hehehe

this is how i feel..

OMG.. another sleepless nite..haiz..i hv problem wit sound sleep..my brain juz couldnt stop thinking

peOple were saying that dO more exercises, or a cup of rose tea b4 sleep..

but it dosent really worked out..

woke up at 11am n get myslef ready..reach sera hse around 11 sumthing gOin 12pm..waited her to get her things done..

i called elsie n she said she's unfeeling well...

oh dear. many ppl got sick due to de weather..so gals n dar..take gd care of urslef ya..

after sera get her things done.den we headed to Tmn molek..coz our miss sera nid to buy dress for her fashion show..

we went to lavender for lunch..n i had order my fav main course..

"penie ham n mushroom"

n sera was forced to order too.. as she goin to eat medicine after her meal..

after lunch..we went almost every butik shop to buy her dress..

finally..she hv found de dress she liked..

den our next stop...???!!!

is yum cha..called vone to meet us up after her class..

no more oldtown for us.. its suck.. so we went to " SENSATION " its a cafe n bakery..

den after that.. went to convent wit sera coz she nid to fetch her sis..

those were de days.. miss convent..miss 5 of us..miss canteen's food..

miss 13 ghost..n miss all of u..

wat i can said is " convent RockS "!!!!

after picked up her sis den we went bek home lu~~

drive all de bek to my home..n saw dad is infront of de hse..

went for dinner wit dad n aunty wendy( she's nt my mum )

3 of us had dinner together but i did nt talked much..

while we goin bek home..de owner of de restaurant asked us for sum commnet so tat they can improved to be better...

she sudd ask..

owner: is both of them are sisters? (refered to me an aunty wendy)

dad replied: no..she's her mum..

i was liked %^%^&$%^#%^*(*(%^%$... she is nt fit to b my mum..there's only 1 mum is my heart n that's LOOI MEI LIN..altot she edi passed away..but no one can replaced her in my heart..

im nt happy but wat can i do ?? i juz smile n walked away..

i miss her.. i wan mummy..

altot there's lot of missunderstanding between us but i still loves her..now n forever..

mummy.. i love n miss u ..

take gd care in heaven..

finally..

finally.. i have found my blogspot url..

n finally i can update it..haha.

thxs evone n thxs sok kim for helping me ..

love u gals..

meet up sok kim n evone today at la gourmet..

it's been a long time ever since i met sok kim..

n ah lai is cuming bek this weekend.

i wanna meet u gals but too bad i hv part time job for this weekend at city square..

Eric dar is in batu pahat.. i miss him...now im all alone..

but i still hv my lovely kom kam frends..hahah..

dar dar..faster cum bek.. i cant wait to c u ..heard dar saying tat he's hving fever..

take care dar..darling will always be a gd gal..