oh well...juz got bek from Sutera pekin restaurant..

had celebration of my Dad's 61st years old..

haiz.. i dun knoe i shld be happy or sad...

i reali nid union family photo ( without her )

but she always sit there when we said we goin to take family photo..=.=

so its time for me to blog by expressing how i felt...

seriously damn fuck up..

my dad n tat auntie always put their unwanted things to my hse...

as in food..furniture...electronic stuff...

damn sien lo..

they treat as if is a rubbish hse...

even de leftover food always put in my hse...

2 fridge aso full wit those leftover food...

den their fridge is liked so empty ??

unfair...

den i said " walao..both of u always like tat one "

de auntie's face changed..

not even look at me when she said bye...

out of sudden.. i felt bad about it...

but in other way...y shld i care ?? y shld i feel bad ???

she is shld be the one who feel bad ...

she made my mum sad...

n drove my mum crazy...

i nid a family pic without her...

dad kept called her as a wife..

den wat about my mum ?

mayb his wife, but definately nt my mum...

think hard will only makes me emo..

is edi a fact...

i shld face de fact...

sumtimes... when im goin to take a family pic...

i realli wanted to tell her tat...

can i hv my one n only family pic without u...??

mayb its hurt ...but is nt even half of de pain tat my mum suffered in de past 11 years..

once.. my mum told me tat dun noe call her auntie or watever...

but i did called her auntie coz as a respect..

my mum has gone..n my dad is still around..

mayb wat i did is wan him to be happy...

in other words..how long can he still b in de world...

10 years or mayb 5 years??

u will never knoe wat happens tomolo...

so watever its hurt in my heart..dosent matter...

i wan him to be happy...

ok...stop tat unhappy topic...

well well well...i've been bz wit my studies...non-stop assignment n test..

tomolo will be my bus english test...haha..

den next week..MCA n Marketing...

next next week will b hv comp app n finance...

wat about assignment...

omg...

btw... i hv to go now...if nt i will fail for it...

bye bye...

Define " frienship "

hi people..long time no c ... i knew its been ages since i blogged..

haha..guess i promised sumore tat i will upload my bday pics, but sry... i still hvnt figure out how

transfer pics from cam to laptop...hehe..

well..back to de topic...

can anyone define friendship ??

what are friends for??

my defination of frendship is faithful, trustworthy ,steady,

friendly, willing to share everything wit u n most important is be true to u..

sumtimes.. what we asked for juz aint enuf..aint statisfied wat we have..

n we asking more n more...

frendship is nt about compare or jealous or watever...

there's once..a frend of mine hving problems wit her another frend..

when they talked things out..

the gal : a frend will happy for if u get gd result n not compare wit u..

they hoped for de best for u.. even she get a bad result..

n i agree wit that...

frends shldnt compare...

everyone has diff personality, diff thinking, n diff situation that they have to face...

frends shld be true to u... be frank wit u regardless anything... never cheat or backstab..

that's true frends...

frends shld advise n console when u face problem...

no matter u agree or nt.. juz listen...den analysize urself whether wat they said were

gd or bad for u... den is up to ur decision whether u wan it to be or nt..

wat they advise or console is becoz they concern n care about u..

dun reject if one day , a frend console or advise u...

trustworthy are aso important...they shared their secret is becoz they trusted u..

n they hope to shared everything wit u...

anyway..im nt refering to anyone... juz felt like blogging about frendshipds...

so dun think too much

as above..who really can categorise as true frends ??

we all knoe de best...

even u knoe there's a bad frend.. please give them a chance...

mayb..they juz dunno wat they did...

n of cuz... chances can be given once, twice, n eventually u will be dissapointed

third n fouth times...

n its time for u determine is this frend worth for it ??

will this frend appreaciate wat u did ??

think about it...

i do face this problems b4...

given chances but ended up dissapointed...

a friend of mine, sovhia..

she said frends are meant to use...but in term of gd side or bad side...

i was totally stunned by her words but after she explain..den i do agreed about it...

gd side... is when u feeling bored...u wil find frends yumcha...

when u face problems.. u will asked ur frends out.. n they will advise n everything...

in return.. when they face pro... is the time where they make use of us...

they will call u out..n u will start to advise n everything...

thats gd side of make sure a frend..

bad side ...when u get close to sumone just to get sumthing from them...

to me.. i do understand wat is all about ...

true frend dosent hv to be more... juz one or two will be gd...

im no longer the old jasmine..who trust ppl so easily...

i knoe who did gd to me...who appreaciated wat i do for them...

n aso i knoe who bad to me...i wun blame them.. juz felt dissapointed...

true frends hv unlimited topic..no secret between them...

dun hv to think b they said..they said watever they mean in heart..no a fake mask..

smiling infront of u...den backstab u at de back...

just treasure frends who beside u... never neglect them...

never doubt them...n never betray them...

that's all for wat to write..

ps : im nt refering to anybody.. juz felt like writing this topic...dun ask me who !!!

btw..i wanted to thanks to people who came to my party..

my family, relatives, bf n all my sec frends...

to dad : thanks for de everything

to amanda : thanks for de cake... i love it...

to mt n sk : thanks for de ipod... i love it.. im listening everyday ...

to sera :thanks for de body shop things... its a lotion, bathfoam, scrub..

to evone : thanks for cuming..

to ah boon : thxs for cuming too,... altot u are late...n where is my present ??

to ah lai : thanks for cuming.. n i knoe u hving exam...

thanks for de roses, red wine, n mng purse..

to elsie n step : thanks for de sexy pyjamas...

is very sexy man...haha... but benefit my dar lo...

to tiang : thxs for ur ang pao

to yang : thanks for de perfume...

ok...thats all...

gd nite...

my turn!!

ok.. evone.. i have post mine..

hm.. well...cant find sum of them coz at time i dun used cable or i dun hv this bletooth

function.. so i can found sum of it..

well.. this pic was taken in my sec form 3..

haha..

the four of us.. its been a long time since we four hang out together..

this pic was taken after form five..

as my hair gets longer..

and i cutted it short again in year 2008..




ya.. i knoe my face full of pimples..

this.. i guess is mid year 2008.. when i wanted to hv long hair..

but due to de 'sam sam' hair.. i tak boleh tahan..

den cutted again..








this is end of year 2008..

cutted it to short hair..

as it is easier for me to take care..

haha..

went to cut my hair last two weeks..

haha.. n this is my latest hairstyle..

ok.. evone.. im done..

A happy day..

a happy day for me ..

went to bukit indah jusco wit dat yesterday..

hehe..den we had lunch wit amanda as she said she wan to dyed hair..

n he bought me a watch for my Valentime Day..

thanks dar.. i love u..

is nt mean i said i love u when u buy things for me..

haha..

well.. this is de watch he bought me ..

haha.. i knoe is too early for Valentime's present..

after that off to town to meet my gals..

evone n mei tong the one who work in de overseas..

hahah..

den went to THAT'S cafe..

den i took sera "s spec for camwhore..

yeah... i seriouslt damn love this pic lo...

us..i love u dar..

my dar wit ham sap looks..

haha..

that's all for today... ciaoz...

aS i prOmisEd

jasmine of de day..

ah lai.. i blog edi leh ...hehe as i told lao that i will blog..

so here it goes..

went to hair- cut wit Amanda yesterday..

yeah.. my new hair style..

saw my handsome Ash..

gosh..made me cant fall asleep..

haha..joking la.. my dar kill me if he see this msg.. :D

dar...darling love u ..cimb la..

woke up at 8 ++ in de morning.. coz went yum cha wit wilson n edmund..

had dinner wit ah lai, sera, evone n boon n sok kim last nite..

as ah lai goin bek to sg today..

oh wei.. is so near..

u can cum bek anytime..

but b4 she go bek.. she called us up n had a dinner..

its a farewell dinnner ???!!

here goes wit sum pics tat we took last nite at red island..

sera n i ..

sk sera n i ..

lai lai.. cum bek n visit us more offen. k ??

this one ar..?? no nid intro la..

she is evone.. but wit a bu shuang looks.

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THAT'S cafe..

lai lai.. i went to that's cafe juz now without u leh..

hahha..went thr wit evone, kit n mt, sok kim n her chu chu n eric n i...

love u gals..

that's all for today..

bye~~

treat others u wan them to treat u..

Good afternoon people.. =D

juz bek from coll..hehe..cum bek awhile den nid to go bek to coll as

i still hv class at 3 pm later!!

hmpp.. heard sera said she goin for swimming wit evone later..

i wanna go too.!! ='(

hm..received ur msg this morning..is nt tat i dun wan reply u.. is my line has been barred..

so i think is better for me to write it here n u will c tis..

u were saying tat i did nt leave any msg for u n u felt left out..

n u said u felt dissapointed towards me ..

guess wat ?? i aso felt dissapointed towards u ...

u always felt neglected n think too much, in de way u think tat my priority are

mei tong n evoone..

u said if things happened to them.. i will help or fetch or watever so...

whenever we saiko.. we dun mean it..is juz a joke..but u took it too seriously..

when things happened.. instead ur bf confront us.. u shld be the one who let us knoe..

u juz making things get worse..

u told ur bf about us..about how we treat or neglect u..

but did we ??

for de past.. we treasure u n yet u claimed we neglected u ...

so how u wan us to be ???

now.. we did neglect u...

can u c the diff ??

can u define wat is neglect ??

u always wan it more n more..

we tok about it in de 1st nite in kl ..

but things get better or worse ??

i did comment tat u dn look gd wit de hat ??

but do u wan me to give u a beautiful liar so u will like it..

wear it n let others laugh??

im telling de thruth yet u n ur bf cant accept..

in tat nite.. we said forget about those unhappy after de incident..

but at de end...ur bf is showing his face to us for de rest of de day..

im trying to tok to u bf ..

but de way he ans damn fucking rude..

if liked

as if we dun knoe each other or he thinks tat im a dog who barking here n there.

i tok to him 1st , twice but he still like tat... so who heck care ??

u called me last sat..

i told u tat we yum cha in de town..

u were like bu shuang ..

den at nite.. i ask u to go yum cha.. den u said u goin to wei li frend party..

hm..wanna ask ..is it frends pop up in ur mind when ur bf's nt around ??

i felt tat when ur bf is around.. u dun bother to ask us where are we ? or any plan for later?

but whn ur bf is nt around.. u will de one who start de 1st move to contact us..

this is how i felt ..mayb i think too much or watever la..

now.. i dun even dare to comment about u or things u ask me .. i would give u de ans

u wan..

now.. i wun saiko u as i knoe u will take it seriously..

now..i dont dare to ask u out as i wan avoid misunderstanding..

go n think wat really happen between us...

i seriously din enjoy in my kl trip as things happened..ur bf showed black face..

u shld b de one who sure whether ur bf got showed his face towards us.

( evoone , mei tng n i )

n i did enjoyed my malacca trip..

as i dun hv to c his black face..

as i can say everything i wan..

comment or saiko here n there wun b a pro ..

coz we all knoe each other well..

n we cherish n content wat we had now..

hm..this is how i feel..n i let u knoe..

btw.. go n think wat i said...

if u wan complaint to ur bf ..

juz go ahead..

if u still think u are being neglected.. think of others..

u are much more better than them..(u shld get wat i mean )

my bl0g hvnt karat yet~~

gd afternoon people~~

well, my coll started yesterday..but i only hv classes on tues, wed , thurs n fri..

coz this sem is short sem..

time flies...i was turning to 20 lasy year.. n now i edi im 21st..

21st = freedom.. but make not diff = (

went to kl n malacca wit my dearest frends during my holidays..

haiz...didnt did well in my final..

who to blame ??

ME la~~

my gals n i in malacca..

wat about kl trip ??? nah.. wasnt a happy trip after all..

i love u gals de most...muacks...

meet up sok kim n her " chu chu" for new year eve..

had bbq at eric hse wit my frends...

love them t de max...

so sad.. cant get together wit ah lai , elsie, n sera..

gals.. i miss u all too..

everyone seem to bz now.. coz a new sem juz started..

n me too.. i promised dar tat i will study hard ..

love u dar...

went to pulai spring wit sera, evone n ah boon yest..

taken by me.. i knoe im fat...


dearest sera n i.. love u gals...

Sum new hopes n wishes for year 2009..

dar : may u hv more sales this year.. keep fit n always b happy n content in ur life..

loves ya..

Mei tong n Kit :mayb u hv a gd health , happy, more sales . Tong , wish u forever pretty n

sweet ya..love ya...

Evoone : i hope u can do well in everything u do.. in terms of studies, relationship, n

friendship..watever i said yest, bear it in mind.. i hope watever i said will nt make our

frendship turn to be sour..

i wil still love u..love ya.!!

Sera : hehe.. finally u nt a stone now...i hope u can faster found ur mr rite.. n get

married on 24th n den hv baby.. haha..gd luck n all de best u do.~~

hope u get a ang moh soon..

forget about de past...lead ur life well..

muacks.. love ya..

Sok kim : hm... i hope u n ur chu chu forever loving till death..

faster get married..

although we had conflict in sec.. but it were all past..

forgive n forget wat i hv done..

im happy tat u lead a gd life now..

love ya..

elsie: hehe.. hope u smile wit ur mouth close..haha..

no la.. hope u n henry get married soon. n ang pao big big for us..haha

hope u do well in ur ACCA..

be happy n content wat u hav..

love ya..

lai lai : hope u do well in ur NUS n plese dun be too stress ya..

if u wan a small eyes. den go japan... lots of choices over there.. haha

love ya..


These are de msges that i wanna pass to u gals .. love u all always..

muacks